The Conversation With GOD

The Conversation With GOD

Chakra aligning workshops through Gaia's blessings

It was the 10th of December 2024. Me and Gaia were delivering a workshop in Bulgarian language on the chakra system and how to align them. I was delivering the educational part around the chakras and their frequencies, and Gaia's part was to share some prayers with her own words, (something called 'blagohortuvane' in Bulgarian language or 'to speak sweetly with kindness' to God) so that the water can become enlighten and we can draw or paint chakra alignment as a picture. Everyone drew or painted a different picture. It is a unique experience every single time with Gaia. Here is mine picture of that workshop:

I was using the water that was charged with the prayer and my fingers and palms to paint this picture. This girl on the picture is me like a tree, next to the ancient tree and for some reason I wanted to ground myself as I always fly in the sky and wanted to grow roots hence you can see the red and orange colours that represent the ground and the sacral chakra. The painting was very intuitive. The river represent the flow. The sun and the sky are always there. The green is the nature and the tree is in full bloom bringing abundance. The orange figure is supposed to be a duck or a boat, but I could not define it and left it as it was. I have used all of the colors from the chakra system to create the picture including black for the star chakra. I felt great creating this painting. During this period I was reading and journeying through shamanic journeys a lot and the entrance was always through the ancient tree down the roots through streams of water or up the crown through streams of sunlight. And this is me on the entrance burning all of the imperfections and attachments so that they cannot transfer from one world through the other. Me and my crazy imagination, hey...

The conversation with GOD

It was 2 am on the 12th of December 2024. I woke up from excruciating pain in my lower back. Electric impulses were going from the waist down both my legs. I had the feeling that I was giving birth experiencing constant vibrations and contractions in the kidneys, ovaries and all of that was starting from the point 2 inches below my belly button, from the hara center or the sacral chakra area. I just did not know when the contractions will end. When you are giving birth you know that once the baby comes out the contractions stop but now...

No baby...

Stronger pain...

Contractions...

Or may be roots were growing as I was feeling the electrical impulses were reaching the core of the Earth. I was growing new roots and grounding myself finally to the Earth...

Until at one moment I took a breath in and then a breath out and the pain was soooo strong and intense that I did not manage to take another inhale and turned towards God:

'God, I cannot handle this pain anymore. I am leaving my physical body here, please do take my soul and spirit back up. I am ready to come home.'

'Ha-ha-ha-ha.' - a loud hilarious laughter burst in my ears.

'Why are you laughing? Can't you see that I am in excruciating pain?' - I asked crying.

'Ha,ha,ha,ha... Radka, you have forgotten to live and enjoy life. You are the one that always laugh to everything, now is my turn. Ha, ha, ha, ha...'

'Who are you? Who am I talking with?' - I asked.

'You know who am I. I am not to present myself. You called me and I am here. Even though you know who you speak with, your doubt is turned on again, isn't it?'

'Is that an illusion created by my mind and thoughts?' - I asked myself, wondering what's going on? - 'Is that pain an illusion of my imagination? Why I am experiencing it? Where it comes from? Why it appears?'

'You know all of the answers, Radka. You asked me so many times what should you do with all of your skills. Which one should you choose? Should you teach yoga or keep massaging or be a coach... or what should you do and be...And I spoke up through the words of the people you were serving, through the actions of others... and you never listened... you doubted, even though deeply inside of you, you knew it was me. You forgot that I live in everything and everyone and that I speak through everything and everyone. Everything and everyone is me and I am them. Now you are in pain and I will ask you - Radka, what can you do now if that pain don't go away? How can you serve? Which of all the skills you have can you do now in this very moment?

This is not a punishment. This is your TEST. You forgot why you came down to the Earth. You have to remember and act upon your purpose. Only you can heal yourself. No one else can or will be able to help you. It depends only on you, how long you will suffer in this pain and which way you will choose to heal yourself. In the process of healing is hidden the answer of what you have to choose to do amongst all of your skills. I am giving you the clue, find the answer. "Ask and it shall be answered upon you!"'

'God, you can do everything, please do remove this pain, do not leave me with it. It is stronger that anything I have experienced before and we are chatting in the moment between two breaths as I cannot take a breath in from the intensity of the pain.' - I pledged, but God had left...

Then I asked myself if that conversation was real or a fruit of my imagination. I asked myself if the pain was real. I could feel it so intense that it could not be only the fruit of my imagination. So I did not have a choice except to get on with myself and my pain and find the answer I was asking for in the last few years. I asked myself which techniques I know that can help me heal myself and which can I use to serve the world if this situation persist in the long term. I could not massage or do physical yoga asanas. But I could do breathing, meditation and coaching. Then I asked myself which of these can help me heal???

And I started implementing straight away the one I knew like the chant So-Hum. I remembered that Mudra, my current yoga teacher said that when we are ready to pass away to the other side, we have to hum this chant and then our consciousness will transcend. I have learned and practiced this technique during the Tantra course as well. I tried the square breath and a few more breathing techniques. I will share them with you in the next article. You will be able to find some of them in the membership and all of them in the book I am writing on self healing.

I was in constant pain from the waist down until the morning on any side I was lying down. During the day I was super energetic and charged without any pain, like a power-house. But on the second night I could not even lay down from pain. The story with the electrical impulses going down to the core of the Earth was repeated. I decided to listen to the chakra frequencies I taught on the workshop, from YouTube. I went through a few until I found the right one. I managed to fall asleep for a bit and around 3 am again I woke up in pain. And then I messaged Mudra and told her about what I am going through. Mudra told me that I should not even try to do any physical yoga asanas. I am allowed to do only shavasana and Nidra and she sent me 2 meditations that I can listen on YouTube. Interestingly one of them was on the chakras and it was hidden from the YouTube short after I managed to listen to it. The other one I still have access to and it is a general relaxation - a beautiful one.

On the third night the 13th of December I was supposed to go out with the girls - our massage therapists yearly get together. During that day (it was Friday) I went to see the GP as I could not carry that pain anymore. When I was going to the toilet I could not feel anything passing down - it was running freely on its own terms. The GP asked me what I have taken as a painkiller so far and wasn't impressed to hear that I was only on a breathwork, meditation and a massage performed by my husband just before I visited the GP surgery. He said that I will be looked with priority as I have not been to see them since the last birth - 13 years ago. He prescribed me some highly addictive drug for the nervous system like Gamma-globulin, pregabalin or gabapentin or something similar. I even did not remember the name of it. He explained that I should take and increase the dosage of the drug from 100mg to 300mg over a week and then decrease it to 100mg again. He underlined that I cannot stop it out of a sudden as my body will get into shock as it is highly addictive drug. He got me a time for MMR Scan on the 31st of December. He was shocked to hear that I was planning to go to work on the next day.

Girls get together

My husband wasn't happy for me to go out with the girls in this estate. I have not slept for two nights in a row and was in pain crying. During the day I was feeling supercharged but exactly this Friday morning I woke him up at 6am with tears and asked him to massage me under my guidance. I will share the oils used in the next article.

Even though he was not happy I went out as I felt this was the right thing to do and it really was. The time with the girls was great. We had a nice dinner at the Turkish restaurant and then we went to a local cafe - bar for a few drinks and a chat. We have not seen each other for more than an year. We chatted and laughed and shared our professional and personal journeys and I felt so good and uplifted. I forgot about the pain. I felt connected and joyful. That night I slept in my child's room and he went to sleep with his dad as he saw a spider under his bed and did not want to sleep there. I slept a lot better, still listening to the frequencies and using different breathing techniques. I woke up that morning at 6am not at 2am and did one of the meditations that Mudra have sent me first thing when I woke up. I did the Shavasana relaxation and I felt absolutely charged. I have practiced the Nidra in the morning before that one. I went to work that day to TOG24 and messaged my manager in advance for my situation as I wanted he to know in case I collapse on the floor after 3 sleepless nights in agony. When he saw me he could not believe that I was in pain and without sleep because I was super energetic, like hyper charged, with a smile on my face, just feeling tired. The shift went very well with a lot of laugher as usual and this uplifted me even more and that night I slept fully without a pain and without an interruption. I was fully recovered.

I never took those painkillers as the pharmacy forgot magically to call me. They have messed up with my prescription due to busy Christmas times and when the doctor called me back in February 2025 to tell me about the results from my MMR scan he was shocked to find out that I have never taken any medicine and I am fully well and recovered. He said that I had a bulged disc on L4 and L5 and as well a blending/fusion on my tail from L1 to L5 that is classed as arthrosis or osteoarthritis.

This is a common degenerative joint disease where the protective cartilage at the ends of your bones wears down, leading to pain, stiffness, swelling, and reduced mobility as bones start rubbing together, often affecting hips, knees, hands, and spine due to aging, injury, or excess strain. It is a joint degeneration progressive disease that can eventually lead you to a wheel chair.

I told my husband that I will heal myself and I did and in 2025 I started the research and the improvement of my diet to better my condition and to stop the progression of that dis-ease. And I really did. Alongside it I lost 12 kg during 2025. I will tell you more about that journey in the future articles.

Reflection

Lately I am being called the miraculous woman or the superhuman woman, without people to be aware of this miraculous story. I do not think that I am superhuman neither a miraculous woman, but I do believe that I am here to teach others some skills that will make them feel empowered like a superhuman and that will help them heal themselves and the generations to come. This is my purpose during this lifetime and I did found the answer how to do it following God's advice. Are you ready to learn?

Do you believe that you have the power to heal yourself? As you really do have that power! I am telling you that each one of us has that ability and power within.

Do you believe that you can create a world designed by your desire and imagination and live upon it? As you really can do that! Each one of you is capable of dong and living so, by your own desire and creation. It is more simple than cooking your tea or making a coffee even though the process is the same. It is like a blueprint of making your morning coffee.

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This story is based on real lived facts and experiences from start to finish. The people on the pictures are the real people and the get together picture is exactly from the night of the get together on the 13th of December 2024.

Christmas is a time of miracles. I hope you got your miracle this year and I wish you to start 2026 stronger and healthier and more abundant. Let you experience more miraculous moments in your life from now on! Let it be light and love!

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This article is written on the 27th of December 2025 from Radka Hubenova - Supernova.